It has been quite some time that I have not been peaceful with myself, to put into simple terms, lately I always act busy. Room for me is mostly for sleeping, I try as much as possible to avoid being at home alone which resulted as not spending enough time to be with myself - peacefully. Somehow always feel uneasy when there is simply nothing to do at my free time.
I wasnt like this before, maybe it is because that now I am renting a room instead of the whole apartment together with friends, so I do feel a little bit restricted in moving around the house freely or even doing nothing in my own room. The landlady often opens up conversation with me, which I dont mind chatting with her actually. It's just that sometimes, I can be in the mood of silent mode, hehehe....just lazy to talk and chit chat.
But today, I make it a point to just rest and relax at home. Actually I am also tired lah :p Anyway, also no mood for shopping and jostling around with people in all the crowded places at this time of the year. Got a good book to accompany me through this holiday though. So I just plan to lazying around, read my books and enjoy the free time at home in this 'breezy' time of the year.
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