Crossroads

There were lots of moment in time when I met crossroads in life. I believe everyone has the same experience. Have you ever wondered if at that moment you chose the other option what would the result be today?
A friend told me once that no matter what you do, dont regret it. Life has to go on anyway, why look back and wonder on something that we can't possible change now. How true...
But I am just human and sometimes, just cant help but to reflect on things of the past. Deep down, I know that these actions are useless. If there is anything to be done to amend the situation, I should take action here and now. Keep thinking and regreting about it wouldnt change anything. As always, it is easier said than done.

Now, there is a decision that I have to make. Should I stay here for another half year or should I go back and start looking for a job. Sometimes, having too many options is not necessarily a good thing. Right now, I have a thousand and one options and my folks are absolutely okay with whatever I decide.
Sigh....sometimes, I really wish to be told what to do...Human is strange indeed - when you have no freedom, you yearn for one; when you have too many, you asked to be told what to do instead.
Actually, I am not very keen of the idea of going back and having to start looking for a job right now. But on the other hand, although I like studying here but I feel that it is kind of waste of time and money. But then, thinking deeper, what I am rushing for anyway. I've got time and money although not much but still enough for another half year here :)
Isn't life to be enjoyed?
Now that I have decided to hold on for another half year here. I am faced with another option: should I change school or change city and school all at once? Well..well..neverending isn't? That's life...
So for those of you who have missed me there (haha... 'GR bener' *in Indo*) I guessed you wont be seeing me that soon yet. Mid next year will be the earliest I think unless of course, there is a an unexpected change in current situation.